candy-coated nothings

Orange bottle on the bedside

Tiny pill in my palm

Label says "take one only"

But my heartbeat stay calm

Pop one, stare at the ceiling

Waitin for the world to bend

Same room, same old feelings

Same ghosts, same pretend

I don't feel nothin from this,

candy-coated nothin, emptiness,

If one don't work, then I want it all

Kill the whole bottle just to feel at all

I don't feel nothin, not a spark, not a hit

If one don't work, then I'm takin every bit

candy-coated nothing, chasing a lie

Kill the whole bottle just to feel alive

Second one on my tongue now

Tastes like chalk and regret

Sitting here waiting for the hit

Still no blur, no vibe yet

Third, fourth, now I'm counting

Just to drown out my head

If the magic ain't hiding in these

Maybe it’s better I'm dead

I don't feel nothin from this,

candy-coated nothin, emptiness

If one don't work, then I want it all

Kill the whole bottle just to feel at all

I don't feel nothin, not a spark, not a hit

If one don't work, then I'm takin every bit

candy-coated nothing, chasing a lie

Kill the whole bottle just to feel alive

Caps on the floor like teeth

Laugh in the mirror, i freak

Chasing a feeling I lost

Poppin these pills till I'm gone

Did I ever really want the high

Or did I just want to feel alive

Empty bottle on the bedside

Still stuck with the same old lies

I don't feel nothin from this,

candy-coated nothin, emptiness,

If one don't work, then I want it all

Kill the whole bottle just to feel at all

I don't feel nothin, not a spark, not a hit

If one don't work, then I'm takin every bit

candy-coated nothing, chasing a lie

Kill the whole bottle just to feel, a-live