
Smile in the mirror
Same old script
Same lines
Coffee cup
Cracked handle
Say I'm good
"yeah
I'm doing fine"
Sun through the curtains
Gold on a cluttered floor
Outside looks so simple
Inside's a closing door
I'm doing fine
That's what I say
Sun keeps rising on my face each day
But under this skin
It's a hurricane
I am my worst enemy
In my own way
Yeah
I'm doing fine
That's what they see
But every mile I walk
I trip on me
Laugh it off like everything's okay
I am my worst enemy
Every single day
Friends say I'm "so steady"
"Wish I had your calm"
They don't see the late nights
Pacing circles in my palms
I write plans on paper
Then tear them edge to edge
Build a ladder in my head
Kick it from the ledge
I'm doing fine
That's what I say
Sun keeps rising on my face each day
But under this skin
It's a hurricane
I am my worst enemy
In my own way
Yeah
I'm doing fine
That's what they see
But every mile I walk
I trip on me
Laugh it off like everything's okay
I am my worst enemy
Every single day
Who would I be
If I called a truce with me?
If I let one kind thought
Grow like a seed
Can I be more
Than this quiet war inside?
Just wanna breathe
Just wanna take my own side
I'm doing fine
That's what I say
Sun keeps rising on my face each day
But under this skin
It's a hurricane
I am my worst enemy
In my own way
Yeah
I'm doing fine
That's what they see
But every mile I walk
I trip on me
Maybe one day I'll be more than "okay"
Till then I'm my enemy
Learning not to hate