Ashes in My Head

I used to chase the poison like it owed me

Say I was fine, but the mirror knew me

You held my hand in the back of the hallway

Told me, "Come home," but I kept on the wrong way

Fast talk, fast fall, сердце split in two

I loved you hard, then I lied to you

Pills in my palm, smoke in my throat

I wore that pain like a borrowed coat

And now it's too loud in my skull

Too many ghosts in the walls

I can see your face in the flood

But I keep sinking in it all

I'm stuck in my mind

Stuck in my mind

I miss your love

I miss your love

I'm stuck in my mind

Can't let it die

I need your hand

To pull me out tonight

I been clean in the body, but dirty in the dark

Old habits still write their names on my heart

Every little silence turns into a war

Every little memory kicks in the door

You said, "Baby, choose me"

I chose the noise

I let that hunger take my voice

Now I'm in the room with the ceiling fan

Looking for the kid I used to be back then

And now it's too loud in my skull

Too many ghosts in the walls

I can see your face in the flood

But I keep sinking in it all

I'm stuck in my mind

Stuck in my mind

I miss your love

I miss your love

I'm stuck in my mind

Can't let it die

I need your hand

To pull me out tonight

If I call, would you still answer?

If I break, would you still care?

I made a prison out of memories

And I been pacing there

Take the blame, take the years

Take the shakes, take the tears

If love's a light, then I kept mine buried

Still reaching for you here

I'm stuck in my mind

Stuck in my mind

I miss your love

I miss your love

I'm stuck in my mind

Can't let it die

I need your hand

To pull me out tonight