Emotionally Scarred

Walkin’ down this dark road

Hands cold

Hoodie up

Every step

Echo back

Like it’s callin’ my bluff

Street signs all blurry

Phone dead

No map

Talkin’ to your shadow

Know you gotta be back

You said you needed space

Guess you took the whole sky

Now I’m starin’ at the concrete

Tryna figure out why

Every tear feel heavy

Every breath feel hard

Tryna talk to you in prayers

But they bounce off the stars

Walkin’ down this dark road

I’m just lookin’ for stars

Where you at? where you at?

Know you can’t be that far

I seen you fallin’ like that angel

And it’s breakin’ my heart

Tryna keep in my emotions

But I’m emotionally scarred

I replay our last night

Like a glitch in my mind

All the words we never said

All the “I’m doin’ fine” lies

Got your sweater in my closet

Smell you every time I breathe

Got your name in every password

But you still found a way to leave

Friends say “you’ll be better”

I just nod

Let it slide

They don’t see the little kid

Still cryin’ inside

I don’t wanna hate you

I don’t wanna move on

I just wanna hear your voice

Tell me I’m not gone

Walkin’ down this dark road

I’m just lookin’ for stars

Where you at? where you at?

Know you can’t be that far

I seen you fallin’ like that angel

And it’s breakin’ my heart

Tryna keep in my emotions

But I’m emotionally scarred

If you ever feel the cold

Think of how I held you close

If you ever miss my name

Know I never let you go

I keep talkin’ to the sky

Like you’re pickin’ up the call

If you ever start to fall again

I’ll be there through it all

Walkin’ down this dark road

I’m just lookin’ for stars

Where you at? where you at?

Know you can’t be that far

I seen you fallin’ like that angel

And it’s breakin’ my heart

Tryna keep in my emotions

But I’m emotionally scarred