My Bad, For Real

I was loud in the moment

Silent when it counted

Threw words like bottles

Never picked up the fragments

You stood there shaking

I stood there stubborn

Acting like winning

Was better than us

My bad, for real

I did you wrong

I cut too deep

Now I'm writing it in this song

If hurting you was my flex

Then I was acting small

I'm saying "sorry" from my chest

Not just from my jaw

You texted "I’m tired"

I answered with anger

Scrolled through your feelings

Like they were strangers

You needed a shoulder

I needed to grow up

Turned every soft cry

Into a cold shrug

My bad, for real

I did you wrong

I cut too deep

Now I'm writing it in this song

If hurting you was my flex

Then I was acting small

I'm saying "sorry" from my chest

Not just from my jaw

If you need space

I’ll give you space

If this is the end

I’ll still own my mistakes

You owed me nothing

I owed you truth

So every bar I breathe

Is me paying you back in proof

My bad, for real

I did you wrong

I cut too deep

Now I'm writing it in this song

If healing means we part

I’ll still let you go

But know this apology

Ain’t just for show